I reached out for someone, I didn’t know who.
I just called, not knowing if someone would answer.
And someone did.
Someone heard me.
And after all this hatred, it was time to move on.
Time to never look back, and never return to that place.
It was time to let go.
It was time to take a chance.
To make a change.
I didn’t let the opportunity pass me by.
Not again.
These past few months have been full of lots and lots of changes.
Including:
- Quitting my job.
- Getting hired at a way better job.
- Getting into a relationship(a real one)
Those are just a few. I am somewhat frustrated, I want to sleep. But, I can’t. There’s always something to do!
I like this better.
LET THIS RIVER FLOW- by Soilwork.
Off of the Panic Broadcast album, I love all their other albums, but this is my favorite song off the 2010 release. <3
I love these guys more than any other band. I am so glad I discovered them when I did, I love their music. I love their melodies. Everything is so perfectly put together.
So, I was browsing online and I stumbled onto something interesting. It is a “HAPPY LETTER,” which is of course, a letter to someone that makes you happy. I have a fair few of people that make me happy, but nonetheless I will try to narrow it down to one. Which should not be that difficult, anyways, here goes:
Dear Jon,
I have actually never met someone as free spirited and wild as you are. I have never thought that after everything we have been through, that you and I would remain the best of friends.
You are the only one that truly understands me, and KNOWS me. I honestly hate all this stupid bullshit where all these people say, “I know you Audrey.” Well they don’t, because they have not seen me on my worst days and still love me.
Even though our relationship did not work out, I am forever grateful that we shared three and a half wonderful years together. I am grateful for both the good and the bad parts of those times.
More importantly, I am grateful for your friendship. You were the only one there for me when the world came crashing down on me. No one has shown me the hospitality and kindness that you have.
I love you Jon. <3 You are truly a good friend with a good heart.
Not much went on, I have been having endless daydreams of MK and I find myself wanting to play it so bad. EVERYDAY.
You can say it’s my new obsession I suppose haha.
And due to my Human Sexualites class, I have decided that I want a sexscapade journal. Lol. Don’t ask.
I am stuck with what to do for my birthday, I want to do something fun, duh! But I want it at a good price… eh. A strip club will do haha.
So I started doing another Harry Potter marathon, this time, no one will be joining me. I want to watch them alone. XD I am now on:
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.
I have deliberated for MONTHS on getting this thing, that after awhile, I finally gave in.
I guess you can say that I was extremely curious on how this thing worked and whatnot. O.o
Still, being that I started this post, might as well share my day. Good way to get things stared huh?
So, it being EASTER and all, I did NOTHING. I didn’t go visit my family until later on in the day, even so, all we did was the usual. Make fun of each other haha.
Then, we[my roomate] and I got invited to two other celebrations, we ended up going to my best friends house, we were going to anyways.
I spent almost six hours playing the story mode of MORTAL KOMBAT. I have come to terms that I am officially addicted to this game. And, I also came to realize that I do not play video games for a reason: I HATE LOSING. I fought Baraka about ten times before I got pissed off and almost threw the controller[luckily I didnt], then I finally beat him. I was on Jax’s chapter. And I must admit, Jax was an awesome character! Oh, well Jax wasn’t the only one that I liked, Scorpion was pretty damned awesome too. And Jade. And Kitana. And well damn it most of the characters were too damn great!
Still, Scorpion just did it for me. I honestly always loved Scorpions’ story, very sad but yet touching. Anyways, the XRAY: incredible! The fatality: AWESOME! If you are an MK fan and have not played it, I recommend you do. You will not be disappointed.
